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Thursday, January 01, 2009

Winter does it again.

It started yesterday shortly after midnight. I started panicking, I felt sick, madness ensues encapsulating hysteria, sweating, shaking, chills, restlessness, hopelessness,vomiting ect.

The panic attack lasted through the night and I am still teetering on the edge of it.

Just thought I should let you all know that I am terrified right now. I fear the spiral will start again now.

Please keep in touch. I feel very detached.

posted by Alek @ 6:37 PM   4 comments

4 Comments:

At 11:31 PM, Blogger Older Guy said...

I wish I were there to hold you and to make you safe. Hang in and know that you are loved by many.

 
At 10:54 AM, Blogger Leisl said...

I know it's easier said than done, but keep breathing. Concentrate on that. In ... out ... in ... out. I'll send you some reiki, too, if you like.

 
At 12:45 PM, Blogger vega lyrae said...

hang in there girl...the buds will be swelling soon....but until then....*HUGZ* love you!

 
At 12:39 AM, Blogger Older Guy said...

Read your moongazing4beginners blog this evening and am glad you're feeling a bit better. Hope it continues to improve. Read an article yesterday about the "winter" blues and it recommended bananas. I eat them cause I like them but studies show they are a good pick-me-up "feel good" food for the winter downs. Keep smiling and think positive thoughts. Love you.

 

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